HISTORY
HILTA'S REINCARNATION
Hilta 44-C-1 FPE
I can see you girls, my sisters, and saying
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shaking your pretty heads
girls not yet
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what a crazy title has Hilta blown her top? No but I hope to give you some food for thought. I might start a controversy in our group but that too is good.
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In my 39+ years, this is the first time I have really had, or taken, time to really read and think as I have just had a coronary attack and I am writing this from a hospital bed. I have just digested several volumes on - Reincarnation. To me the best and most informative is The Edgar Cayce Story "Many Mansions" by Gina Cerminara. I am now a firm believer in Reincarnation as I know I am a Feminine Soul in a Male Body and I know this body means very little it is just a retreat or home for the soul in each life cycle.
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Using myself as an example let's tabulate some of the "Why's & How's" of my feminine life. All of you girls have gone through the same phase in life, but probably have not put too much thought into the Why's.
No. 1 Why? - Let's start at age ten. 10 or 11 years about the time that being a girl and later a woman, began to have a sort of real meaning for me. Why at this young age, knowing nothing about impersonation, cross-dressing, or as we now say, transvestism, also without any preconditioning, and the fact that I never had any sisters to copy, why then did my mind tell me I was a girl? How did I gain the knowledge of being a girl and later a woman? How to dress, act, think like a teen-age girl? How did I know of the sanitary actions of a girl, about the care
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